welcome back, gentle reader
fuck me, it really got worse ...
as no2 son got better, she sstopped eating and drinking and on the 2nd day .......
sitting in my lap, sleeping, she had a seizure ...
999 ... they took her to Boston Hospital.
i cannot describe how useless i felt, following the ambulance, knowing she was in ther ... sick ... and only 14 months old
it really broke my heart to see her that way. we got to A&E and they said she will be staying in. the docs put her on a drip, hooked her up to several monitors ... and i think i prayed
for the first 2 days she never moved , never stirred.
on the outside. i was a poker player ... on the inside ... i was frightened, so frightened..
on the third day she came round ... i so wanted to grab her and sqeeze her tight, tell her i loved her and let her her know mommy and daddy were there. i could only hold her hand and tell her.
the doc took blood, urine and the smelly stuff. thankfully. all negative. she stil has to go for a few scans ... ecg ?? and mri ??
on day 6 i got my baby home .... i am sure i look 55 now