This is more of "note to self" as opposed to a proper post.
Doing this, as Nathan said "During a downswing, I stuck graphs and charts on the walls, to remind myself, I "used" to be a proven winning player ! "
So, I had a look at the tournament tickets that I have on jokerStars. Turns out the joke is on me. I had an old "steps" tournament ticket. Surprised it was still valid. I won it 10 years ago. Seriously.
Ran with it and turned that $82 ticket into a 2nd place for $500 plus small change.