welcome back, gentle reader.
btw committed to play the HORSE and PLO tonite, but if i am missing, i'm sure you'll understand ... hey, free chips are free chips ...... bugger, and the HU final ......
today i really really wanted to uber it up Iggy style. i have a load of links to insert and point u donkeys in the direction of some great reading ... but real life got in the fucking way ......
did the title get your attention ? i certainly hope so, after all, i so wanted to reserve that particular title for a big success i had in some big mtt somewhere down the line. instead, i have been forced to use it for something other than that, not at all pleasant at all, either.
and to what (whom) does the title allude to ...... er well, me, actually ......
other titles that sprang to mind ......
"i read the news today, oh boy ... the beatles"
( for the life of me i cannot remember the actual song title, weird huh ? )
"I know now why you cry." - Terminator 2: Judgement Day
Qtex - The Power of Love (sic)(but what a fantastic song)
( humour is my fight or flight ... i seek humour in most nasty/painful things)
ho ho ho ... and you thought i'd never get around to the poker, did you ... well, the bitch that is variance, has come to visit, big time. right now i could not hit the side of a barn with a shotgun :)
just as well i have been donking around in low stakes mtt's. and i don't think i have been playing that bad ... you all know the story ...
tptk ... they have two pair ... trips v better trips ... small boat they have big boat, ouch ! that one really sucks ... and of course the obligatory four diamonds on the board so they suckout a flush to crush your trips, doh ! that one really hurt as well :(
so there is the problem ... here are the answers :))
The top 8 reasons When not to play poker:
When you are tired
When you are stressed: If you have other things going on, like an ongoing argument with your partner ...
When you are drunk
When you are stressed: If you have other things going on, like an ongoing argument with your partner ...
When you are not in the mood
When you are stressed: If you have other things going on, like an ongoing argument with your partner ...
When table conditions are bad
When you are stressed: If you have other things going on, like an ongoing argument with your partner ...
are the muddy muddy waters becoming clear ?
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i was worried about the lack of comments, worried that anyone was reading this at all, in fact ! a quick visit to statcounter and my faith is restored :) you shower of lazee bastards !
stats tells me i get around a dozen new visitors a day ... wheeeee !!
soa comment or two would not go amiss, please. even if the subject matter of the post is complete drivel, i am sure you could liven it up with your comments ... humourous or otherwise ...
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.... so back to the real life coronation street that is my shitty life ... this is getting painful ...
to be continued, after 16.00 today, when i finish work ...
welcome back, gentle reader.
i am not entirely sure how to continue ... feel like i'm washing dirty laundry in public, so to speak. I wont bore u with detail, as far as i am concerned we are both to blame and as bad as each other. We are, after all, supposed to be responsible adults.
Since i am getting my words in a pickle, i will share a text i received this morning, from my mates wife, also mrs dD's good friend ... so the poor woman is quite literally piggy in the middle !
Except this morning her and hubby and kids set off for englandshire, never to return, as hubby has a new job in the big smoke ... good luck to you both !!
anyway, she sent this text, which caught me by surprise, but brought into sharp focus how bad things have gotten ...
btw why am i writting this shit down ? a reality check for me, head out the fucking sand time.
the original text:
my parting gift:
my last advice 2 u.
U and H both know its the end
why not b adult bout it,
sit down, tlk properly,
try come 2 an amicable split emotionally and finacially?
Mk life so much simpler!
J xx
the reply:
dear sweet J
i know it, u know it,
but will H admit it ?
if she does, i am willing
to be adult about it
and amicable !!
the last text:
i think she will,
yes, she does know it;
i guess its just hard 2
admit it after so long 2gether,
u wonder what there is after !
i just want u both 2b happy &
u nd 2b apart 4 that !
show her my text if it helps
i hope you can resolve things
J xx
when you put all the crap to one side,
its quite simple,
we just don't get on, anymore.
4 comments:
Sorry I never comment - I read via the feed option on IE7. So your right I am one of the lazee sods.
I assume the marital thing isn't just an elaborate hoax to get a few comments !!
My view on how I would react in your situ - being married 20+ years myself.... and this can apply to a lot of situations you find yourself in life
Simply - Your a long time dead, why be miserable while your here.
Good Luck in whatever happens
Oh, well.. there are lots of things I could say to a lot of your posts.
These are my thoughts
A Day in the Life.
I don't think blogging about your personal life is washing your dirty linen in public.
When you start describing your life as 'shitty', you need to start addressing your stuff - I am jobless, manless, moneyless and medicated and I don't think of my life in terms of shitty - ever.
Relationship therapy is always a choice. If you love eachother enough, even if it doesn't change the outcome.
And what VoiceofJoe says, You're a long time dead. He's right.
I hope you feel better soon, Dudley
Hope things work out for you Dudley.I won't bother with any advice as I'm hardly qualified to write about maintaining a happy relationship!
When you first said you were going to write some text messages down i was hoping it was going to be of the shane warne variety!
Im very sorry you are having a tough time mate. If ive read this post correctly then my advice would be that sometimes you have to recoginise that things have run their course but i think only you can know if thats the case.
Lifes disappointments are a bit like breaking your leg. It bloody hurts in the short term but after your leg heals you find that its much stronger than before.
In the end platitudes and good wishes are all well and good but i think ultimately sometimes it just takes a bit of time. I hope you make the right decision and wish you all the best.
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